First day of Spring 2023.
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Daffodils on the first day of Spring, as seen in Carl Schurz Park. |
Winter in the morning, Spring by evening. Began cold, ended warmer - just as one would expect. The forecasters say it'll be warmer than usual and wetter than usual.
A season for renewal. For fresh starts, new courses, experiments. And, it feels like sometimes, new relationships - for everyone, except yours truly. For NF, for Long-Term Houseguest, for everyone else. I should simply anoint myself Nice But Not Quite Right. Ah well. So it goes. I look around, and I am not ready to let anyone in anyway. So my renewal should be focused on myself this year.
And that was already the plan - to seek that balance, to be ok that really pretty good is all right, and maybe more happiness-inducing than perfection, than achieving the pinnacles. So I'll just lean in to it, by leaning a little bit out of it.
And maybe half assery will get me farther. Maybe doing less work - like no dig gardening or leaving a messy flower bed - will still yield plenty. Leaving more time, to make room for more people.
[Edited to completion March 21, 2023.]
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